Ugh. Just ugh. I spoke too soon about the leg cramps; they came back last night, blood in their eye (I'm sure something that vicious has only one eye), and had me out of bed so many times that I lost count. Granted, I did not take vitamins yesterday morning, since we breakfasted at IHOP, and I'm sure that contributed, but wow. So I'm very very tired this morning. Also thinner - weight was down to 147.8, which would boggle my mind if I could collect enough neurons to construct one this morning. I had to take my wedding ring off to type this as it keeps falling off. Yet another thing I have to get adjusted or replaced as I return to the old me.
I only had 3 pieces of turkey bacon this morning, which will not be enough to make it through lunch, so I'm not going to try. I'll go to the local joint and get a naked steakburger.
I'm thinking I might be able to get a few more miles out of my too-big chinos (blue and brown, the ones I haven't replaced yet) if I shorten them an inch or so. They get most of their bagginess from the fact that, without all that hip to fill them out, they're now too long. Worth a shot, anyway - and they can't look much worse than they do now.
I also ran across a "before" picture that says it all for me - we were at a party in one of the Rockies suites, and I'm standing below a framed jersey, in my old khaki skirt. I can't quite place the date on it, but it was over a year ago, so before I hit my all-time high weight in April. The skirt was too small for my gut, which was bulging out - I looked gruesome (was going to say pregnant, and it was certainly of that magnitude, but it didn't convey pregnant at all; it was just gross). Never again.
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